Any Last Thoughts

This will be the final Confessional thread I make. At this point, things get real simple. If Iggy or myself win that final Immunity, we take each other. Louis can get fucked for spurning me when I was the one person that allowed him to get to the Final 3 in the first place. In retrospect, I should have gotten 2 votes against Louis and forced a tiebreaker with him. I bet I could have even gotten Charlie to vote Louis with me since at the Final 5, she came to me about sending Louis to jury at Final 4. I should have listened to her. Louis mentions how "flip-floppy" Iggy's been, but now I see the light. Iggy isn't the dishonest villain left in this game. If anyone has a flippy game out of even the Final 5, it's Louis, and I'm not listening to anything more he says.


Iggy and I didn't always trust each other, but now I love her. Louis, if you cannot win Immunity, enjoy 3rd place!


That's all I have to say.

Coming into this morning, I knew I was taking Iggy. Then I get this message from Louis:

[quote=”Louis Litt”]Hey Elsa,

Sorry about the white lies last night. I'm sure you can understand a weak challenge player's last ditch effort to get a tie-breaker to go his way. You pulled it off under pressure so congrats on that. It has been a pleasure playing with all you this season. Good luck on Wednesday and I wish you the best.

That being said, if I become the final juror, a big portion of my decision usually stems from the reason the finalists individually chose to vote me out. You and Iggy will prob have different explanations for your actions, so I am giving you both the chance to make an early case for it. So all I want to know is: what is your reasoning behind voting me out as opposed to going against me at FTC? From our talks so far, you seem like someone who is willing to talk things through and consider all options and possibilities. I can tell you truthfully, my preference would be for you and I to be the Final 2. And I did not say this same thing to Iggy. I believe we have the best chance against each other and neither of us stand a chance against Iggy. She has controlled to much and the rest of us were kind of like pawns doing whatever she wanted for the last while. She has controlled so much of the post merge game. Now all of this might not even matter if she wins the last immunity, which is highly likely. But I'm banking on you or me winning, so that is what this is based on.

If I end up leaving as the final juror and you made the final vote, the only way you will know if you screwed up is if Iggy kicks your arse and you could have had it easier with me. I'm not going to try to change your mind at this point, unless you legit want to hash out my reasons and see if they make sense to you. Otherwise, all I am looking for is your reason for the decision. I want to sit as a juror knowing: OK Elsa voted me out for this reason, do I respect that more than Iggy's reason? That will be my deliberation at that point. I will also share all my thoughts about this with the other jurors to see what they think about your and Iggy's responses to me.

Who knows, maybe I will pull off a miracle and win the last immunity, but chances are not the greatest. I respect some ways you have played this game and I am excited to see this come to an end. I will be taking you if I win immunity. So you have a 2/3 chance. It has been great playing with you and I wish you good luck on Wednesday.

Take care Elsa.[/quote]

Now, this is an interesting message, not because I think it could totally be Louis’s last ditch effort to change my vote, which this very well could be, but if what I’m told since winning the tiebreaker is true, I might as well begin writing my Opening Statement now since Iggy has also agreed to take me to the Final 3. If I win the Immunity, not taking Iggy would be a death sentence to me, and I sure don’t want to go through another one, so maybe I can throw this one too and see how the final vote plays out because, like I said, Louis and Iggy have both told me that I would be their choice to take to the Final 2. If I become the final juror, then I’ll know for sure who was being genuine with me and who wasn’t. So that leaves the question of how I want to answer Louis’s message. Let’s be honest, I’ve been more loyal this game than Iggy has thanks to Lisbeth going home, so I can definitely use that to my advantage. I want to wish him the best too. Now, what I do know is that as much as Iggy has controlled the post-merge portion of the game, I know for a fact I wasn’t a pawn because me, Lisbeth, and Jeremy playing our Idols at the Final 7 was my idea, and I had to convince Lisbeth not to keep her Idol in her pocket in case she ended up leaving the game in 7th place. Furthermore, Charlie and I left on good terms and she has told me that I would get her jury vote, so I can actually already have 3 votes in my pocket with her, Lisbeth, and Jeremy. Larry might want to vote Iggy, but maybe Lisbeth, Jeremy, and Charlie might have been able to convince Larry otherwise. I’ll still appeal to him. I could also appeal to Diana, Sabrina, and Sharpay if the whole cast becomes jurors. Personally, I think I can get any of these votes. But I’m not about to tell Louis that. I could answer it like this:

Quote :

Hey. I've been busy irl on our day off, so I haven't had too much time to do anything much.

Anyway, I understand about the white lies from last night, though I will say that I wasn’t happy about it. In fact, if you want me to be honest, I was actually pretty mad about it. Charlie actually told me before the vote was revealed that she and I were going into a tiebreaker, so I knew it was going to happen, but thanks for the congratulations on me winning that tiebreaker. And I don't actually think you're weak at all. If you were weak, you wouldn't be here right now, but no. lol I know how smart you really are, and I honestly mean that. Anyway, I came out of that challenge so exhausted that, for over an hour after we became the Final 3, I couldn’t even go to sleep. It hasn’t been an easy game for any of us because none of us always liked each other. The night we all played our Idols and that little talk we had left on a sour note is just one example of this. But in the end, we all grew to respect each other, so for me at least, it’s all about finishing this game on a good note. It was good playing with you too, as well as fun, and I also wish you luck on Wednesday.

Now you asked me a question, so I am going to answer the best way I know how. If I cast the final vote against you, my reason would be because while I know that you’d be easier to beat in the finals and Iggy and I didn’t always see eye-to-eye at first, Iggy and I worked through our differences together and last night, she was there to have my back when I needed her the most, and while I'm aware that it might end up costing me the game, the fact that she was on m side that night is what I think makes it worth the challenge.

To be fair, I think that should be enough. I realize not taking Louis might be too costly for me, but at this point, so would actually taking him. This is exactly why I need either of them to take ME to the finals. Like I said, I want to leave on good terms, so I'm not going to make some attempt to pull off the win. But if Louis does not pull through if he wins, then I definitely won't be voting him to win.

That reply with Louis went well. We're on good terms, so it seems like I can put my mind at ease a little bit. I spent time watching five episodes of Once Upon a Time, like Charlie mentioned in that Endurance Challenge. I think I'm just going to watch the story arc my character is in and that'll be that.

So I guess it's time for a random opinion about the show. I actually kind of like how I was portrayed in the show, but that thing about the Sorcerer's Hat being able to absorb my powers did kind of scare me a bit. Good thing that show isn't canon to me because I would hate to be sucked into that thing.

I kind of want Louis to win the final Immunity just so I can see if he'll actually take me like he said. I think I will be taken to FTC regardless. If he does, that would actually be a great thing for me since he tells me that a lot of people on the Varekai tribe did not like me and only liked Jeremy and Iggy. I know I can persuade Charlie at least, but I think I can make myself more likable with me being open with her and Louis. I can use this to make people like Larry, Sabrina, and Dang see the folly of their ways through just flat out not talking to me once I reveal that I actually was open with the last 2 members of their tribe. Even with that to contend with, I would easily be able to get Lisbeth's vote since Iggy turned her back on her while she knows that I stayed with her when she went. Jeremy would be a bit harder since he knows about why Iggy went against Lisbeth, but I might be able to get his vote too. The pre-swap vote-outs will be the ones right in the middle, I imagine. Deadpool, Jack, Chris, and the Gone Girl won't vote, so I imagine that the entire cast will be the jury, and in that case, I'll have to focus my appeal on the early boots as well as 6th place all the way through to whoever goes this round. I can appeal the good position I got myself in as well, so I think I will spend time before this final challenge to begin thinking about what I want to write in my Opening Statement.

If I get all 7 of those votes I think I can most likely get, I can bring Arendelle back the trophy it deserves. I can bring the victory home.

Whoah! Jack is online? O_O

Oh God. Telling Louis I would let him appeal to me might be what kills me if Ms. Azalea wins tonight. Louis thinks she's Arik, and if she is, I might be finished.

OK, Elsa, don't be afraid. Don't be afraid. Fear is my enemy. Don't be afraid.

If I lose, I going to remain calm and be honest. That's all I have to do and I'll be a finalist. I can grill the 2 finalists if I don't make it.

lol I hope I don't win this challenge.

Well, Louis won. Now I need to appeal to him and hopefully he'll still take me. He knows I was willing to work with him and that that should be enough to atone for whatever bad I said of him.